Horny all the time.

There have been a few things I've wanted to write about these past few days but just haven't got around to it. So I'll try and remember as much as I can before I go to bed. I'm on night 3 of a 7-day bender, so I'm not all there. =P

A few nights ago I was really missing the ex. I went away for the weekend for uni stuff and that helped to distract me. Sunday was supposed to be our 2 year anniversary.

I've been thinking about the first year or so of our relationship- we used to start having sex in our sleep, and wake up in the middle of fucking. It was amazing- to be so insanely attracted to one another that we'd just start fucking in our sleep, and both be surprised when we woke up, usually with me on top as we fucked passionately, having no idea how this started. I'll always miss that.

But I've been reasonably OK since the other night when I had my mini breakdown. They happen, it's still early.

Last night I ended up bringing a friend home, a different friend to the one I slept with a couple of weeks ago. We'd actually hooked up years ago, before I was with my ex. I think he's always been into me, but I've never been attracted to him. I'm still not really physically attracted to him, but god fucking damn it- the chemistry between us when we hook up is just fucking brilliant. We didn't have sex because we didn't have any condoms, but he did stay the night, and I made him cum.

He has a good cock. Not as long as my ex, but thick. Nice and thick.

I want him to fuck me. He seems to be able to handle me. I like the way he drags his fingernails down my back.

I'm hoping I'll see him on Saturday night- a few of my friends are coming over, we're going to get high in the garage. I hope he comes over and stays the night again. I've never had sex while high.

Also, this Thursday I'm going lesbian clubbing.
Bedtime now, but I'll post again soon.