I haven't had access to the internet in a while, because my modem is stuffed, and I'm waiting for the new one to come in the mail. So I'm typing this on my laptop with no internet connection, and I'll save it to post when I'm back in action.
I should state that today is the end of Tuesday, August 9th.
I went to the pub with my friends again last night, after hitting the gym, feeling fit and determined not to drink... That failed. I didn't drink a huge amount, but enough to stack the calories back on! Haha, oh well. We ended up in a van belonging to one of the guys in our group, singing really loudly outside a brothel until 2:00am. We even got two random girls to come into the van for a while, and a strange man offering us weed from outside the window (we declined).
I came home alone and blasted Katy Perry into my headphones while eating fried rice and drinking Bailey's. It was a friend's birthday that night- the friend through whom I met my ex; so I was not in the best frame of mind to be alone. Our anniversary is coming up in a couple of weeks, but thank goodness I'm going to be busy all day, and I'm sure my friends will keep me occupied at night as well.
Well I guess I should backtrack now and fill you all in on what's been going on since I last posted! Although I'm not exactly sure when I last posted, and I can't get online to check... But I do know that I left off just before the planned threesome! Even the night before that I don't think I posted. So I'll start there.
On Friday night, a good friend of mine and I were going to have a quiet night in- watch some DVDs, save some money, get a good night's rest.... Yeah right. We ended up at a couple of bars with the group, and then somehow four of us wound up in an alley getting high with a guy we knew of, but didn't actually know. Got home at around 5:00am. Crazy, and oh so classy.
The friend I slept with the other week was there, but nothing happened. In fact he was there last night as well, and it was nice and friendly and casual. Although I noticed that seeing him flirt with other girls, I do feel a slight pang of jealousy. Completely unjustified, but it's there, a little. I'm very much in two minds about whether I should sleep with him again, but I think I should decide to just relax and take things as they come. If anything happens again organically, that's great, but I don't want to force anything. However at the same time I don't think he's the type to make the first move again, so part of me just wants to be blunt and say “look, I'd fuck you again. If you ever feel the same, just pull me aside, grab my waist and hold me by the back of the head while you kiss me. I'll get the hint”.
OK on to Saturday! I know a lot of you will be checking in on the whole threesome prospect- and unfortunately, I don't have a story to tell this time!
The couple was great, we got along, and they were both far better looking in person than in their pictures. However, because of my big Friday night, and the fact that they hadn't had any sleep the night before either, we all had a couple of drinks and then started to get insanely sleepy... So we called it a night and headed to our respective homes!
I know, right- too sleepy for a threesome? How the fuck OLD am I?!!
But I suppose it was better than forcing it and having a terrible time. It's pretty funny, when I think about it. Oh well, maybe one day I'll find myself in Sydney and will find them again, haha. Although I did email the second couple, the one that I thought was better looking to begin with- but I haven't heard from them again, so I get the feeling they may have chickened out.
The couple was great, we got along, and they were both far better looking in person than in their pictures. However, because of my big Friday night, and the fact that they hadn't had any sleep the night before either, we all had a couple of drinks and then started to get insanely sleepy... So we called it a night and headed to our respective homes!
I know, right- too sleepy for a threesome? How the fuck OLD am I?!!
But I suppose it was better than forcing it and having a terrible time. It's pretty funny, when I think about it. Oh well, maybe one day I'll find myself in Sydney and will find them again, haha. Although I did email the second couple, the one that I thought was better looking to begin with- but I haven't heard from them again, so I get the feeling they may have chickened out.
Guess it's not quite as easy as I thought to find sex. HA!
I thought I had more to say, but I can't remember right now... I am, yet again, getting rather horny, and would love to have another person here to press my naked body up against... I love the feeling of warm chests pressing together.
I'm not too huge on masturbating, either. I get horny, but I don't really do much about it. Although I would love to get off to porn tonight, but thanks to my lousy lack of internet, that's out of the question. Even my iPhone has decided that the internet isn't a viable feature anymore!
So we'll see... I might bother to fantasise and get myself wet enough to touch myself... Or I might reach under my bed and grab my sex toys one by one... But more than likely I'll just tweak my nipples and feel my breasts up a bit before just going to sleep, and having equally uneventful dreams.
So we'll see... I might bother to fantasise and get myself wet enough to touch myself... Or I might reach under my bed and grab my sex toys one by one... But more than likely I'll just tweak my nipples and feel my breasts up a bit before just going to sleep, and having equally uneventful dreams.
Someone please just burst into my room, tell me not to make a sound, and fuck me until I'm raw and begging for forgiveness.
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