The horny-ness returns

Today I am much more sexually frustrated than I was yesterday when I posted.

I feel like nothing's going to satisfy me tonight. I'm not in the mood for my vibrator, I'm not going to jump under the bath tap in the middle of the night, and my fingernails are long, so that's out. I just need a man to go down on me until I'm close, then make me cum while he fucks me from behind.

I had a small gathering at my house tonight. The neighbours came- the ones who had the party on Saturday night. I get the vibe that the cute one is into me, but he also seems like the kind of guy who knows he's good-looking and so is flirtatious by nature. Also I really shouldn't sleep with someone who lives right next door, but it's just so tantalising to think about right now...

Anyway, it was a good night tonight, and I told the neighbours I'm wanting to expand my social group because of the break-up, and that we should hang out every now and then. So hopefully at the very least I've made a little group of new friends, which is on the list anyway!

Two customers from my work also came tonight, which was awesome. We have clicked since they started coming in to the store, and they always hang around and we chat, so I invited them round, which was just another step to expand my social group. I'm feeling pretty good about finding new people to hang out with and new things to do.

Tomorrow I'm supposed to be catching up with one of my exes (Person 1 in my Shoot, Fuck Marry list). I have no idea where we're going or what time, or if it's even happening. I have quite a few things to do tomorrow, and am going out to dinner at night, so I'm assuming we'll catch up in the late afternoon.

I really hope he's a bit more outgoing and not as uptight as he used to be. My gosh he was a bore. As horny as I am I'm not quite emotionally prepared to get involved with anyone that I have a history with at this point. So I doubt that anything will happen if we do end up meeting tomorrow. Which is all the more reason for me to hope that he can carry a conversation, these days! Ha...

There is a customer who comes into my store every now and then on whom I have a crush. Last time he came in he flirted so hard, and managed to slip into the conversation that he was single. I wasn't, at the time, and haven't seen him since, but if I do I might gather up the courage to make a move.... Or at least let him know that I am now single, too.

I wanted to go to the lesbian bar again this Thursday night but it turns out I have to work on Friday morning. I'm going to try and start getting Fridays off in the future though, I would like to go out more often, even if it's not gay-clubbing, just out. I work weekends so Thursday is the only 'party night' that I can try and make happen.

Alright well that's about it for now, it's late in the Land Down Under and I'm getting very sleepy.

But I will consider fucking myself with my fingers while I work my clit with a vibrator so that I can send myself into an even deeper sleep. If I don't decide to do that, I might just have to give a report tomorrow on the wet dreams that I have tonight....

I love bed.