Vibrators, the internet, and the fourth of July.

It's late once again and I'm sleepy, but I'm squeezing in some time for a post before bedtime.

The past couple of days I haven't been as furiously horny as I had been for the past couple of weeks. That doesn't stop me from thinking about sex, especially seeing as I have managed to gather a small audience for this blog, some of which have contacted me. It's fun talking sex to people across the globe. I think part of what I like about it is the fact that it's faceless and impersonal. It's an ego boost at this time in my life. So to those of you who have been reading, thanks, and spread the word- I think sex is an important topic that people are not open enough about. And I am happy to chat with any of you via email if you like.

I need a new vibrator. The one I have the ex and I bought at "Sexpo" as part of a kit, and it's not all that powerful. Also the little bit that's supposed to work my clit is starting to break off. That's a fatal error. I have been told a hitachi magic wand with a "g-spot attachment" is the way to go.... But the truth is that, despite my boldness on the web, I am a little hesitant about shopping for sex toys! But I guess that's just something I'll have to add to the Single List then- get a new sex toy!

Sex toys are great, and often deliver the most intensely powerful orgasms. But in the end they are no replacement for the feeling of another person's hands touching my body, or someone's tongue flicking across my clit and sucking my nipples... or being held tight while being fucked with my legs above my shoulders. Mmmmmm, while sex toys do their jobs, there's really nothing like the real thing.

My biggest fear in life is that I'm going to end up alone. I hope to find an endless companionship some day.

But in the meanwhile I'm just going to keep exploring.

I've always wanted to take sexual themed photos. I find sex to be a very appealing form of art, when captured the right way. I'm not really talking about porn here- just displaying naked forms in acts of passion, when people have their guards down and are open, vulnerable and honest. These are the beautiful things about sex. I am fascinated by vintage pornography and pinup girls.

I've never known where to find subjects for such a photo-shoot, though, and I don't really have the right equipment to pull it off.

Talking to people on the internet about sex is extremely fascinating, I find. It's liberating to speak with no inhibitions, and to hear people's honest gut reactions to the pictures I post and things I say. I also find it very interesting to hear different people's stories- their views on sex, their desires and so on.

Anyway I do think I'm rambling a fair bit tonight... To those of you who read this far, thanks again! To any American readers out there- think of me while you set off those firecrackers tonight!

I hope you get some fiery Independence Day sex.