I need a release.

It has been a while since I posted. Have been really busy. And really horny.

An ex called me today. Was good to hear from him. He says he's happy in his current relationship because I helped shape him, which was a nice thing to hear.

I've had quite a few offers for threesomes through the dating websites I've joined. Two of them I'm thinking of pursuing. Both couples are from Sydney. I prefer one couple to the other, they're both really sexy and we tend to click a bit more, but I might as well meet the others too, they seem nice enough and are new to this kind of thing as well. They come down at the start of August.

I am thinking of going to a swinger's party this Saturday though. I'm not quite sure if I'm brave enough, but I'm just so insanely horny, and have to tend to this bucket list of mine! I think the order of everything is a bit reversed- it would be nice if the hot couple came to Melbourne, followed by the other couple, and then the party. But it's the party first, and the couple I'm keener on last! Oh well, we'll see how I'm feeling on Saturday before I decide whether or not to go, I suppose.

I would probably feel more comfortable going with someone, but I don't have anyone with whom I could go. The organisers of the party have offered to tee me up with a lift... We'll see, I actually do have work of this Sunday so I think it's kind of a sign... Haha...

What else? I feel I should have more to say seeing as it's been so long...

Oh, I know! Someone contacted me on one of the dating sites and actually offered me $150 per "meeting"! I was amazed! There are so many things wrong with that proposition! I mean, firstly there are people who actually do offer their bodies as a service, so if you're willing to pay, get the job done properly!! Secondly, it's a dating website full of exceedingly horny people- does he really have to pay to get laid? I was going to reply, but I figured what could I really say? The logic is so fucked anyway, I'm not going to save the world by politely letting him know he's an idiot. Besides, I don't want to deprive anyone of a job opportunity! Hahaha!

If I go to this swinger's party, I hope there are people close to my age, and obviously I hope there are good looking people and people I connect with. I particularly hope there are some girls there for me, I have enough experience with guys. Although it would be nice to find a pair of guys that I connect with enough to have an MFM threesome... But again, I think it's best to go with no expectations. Even if I stay a while and check it out, and not actually play, they seem to be pretty ok with that. The house seems amazing. Ok you know what, I'm going to contact them and tell them I'll most likely go.

How's that for single bucket-list initiative!