I got laid.

This weekend has been great.

Friday night was pretty hilarious. Turns out the music was angry, and so were the lesbians, so that answered my question for the night. Haha. I'm definitely not into "angry rock", lesbian or not, but it was good to see the friend I went with and we had a good laugh about the whole situation and atmosphere.

Then last night was the 21st- the last one out of my friendship group, so we all got pretty drunk and stayed out really late. I had an email from the ex earlier in the day which made me extremely emotional, but I was happy to hear from him and happy with my response, too- basically that if he thinks we have a chance then I'm happy to see where it goes, but if he's not in love with me anymore then I can't be in touch right now. I do most definitely want him in my life, but if it's going to be a "just friends" arrangement, I am absolutely not ready for that yet. I am yet to receive a reply.

Anyway, back to the party- it was so great to hang around all my high school friends in one place. At around 4:00am a few of us realised we were the last people there, so I came home with three friends and we kept having a few drinks in my lounge. Then one of them went home, and two stayed over- one in the spare room, and my kiss from the other night, in my bed.

So, as I had pretty much intended... I did sleep with him. And I truly feel it was the right decision. It was a really positive experience. We have a connection, which is very much friendly- but this was actually a good thing. Most of our foreplay was actually just conversation, which was lovely. He was very nervous, and he was very open about that, which I found lovely. I told him quite a few times during to relax, and I could tell he was concentrating pretty hard a lot of the time. But he was actually really good. We have different styles, in the sense that he seems to prefer to take it slow and sensual- to be gentle. Whereas I like to be fucked until it hurts.
He didn't cum, simply because he wasn't relaxed enough and was focusing on too many things. But I'm pretty sure we both had a really good time. And in the morning, we gave each other hand jobs and I did actually make him cum. That was great, because it showed he felt a lot more relaxed. I think it made us both feel good.

We also had some really great conversations. I am particularly good at reading people, and as a result people tend to open up to me, so it was lovely to talk to him about some things that I don't think he would bring up with many other people. He also told me that I made him enjoy sex, whereas the last girl he slept with, he didn't have much fun with, apparently.

And I should probably note that he gives very good head- even in a 69 position, it was still really fucking great!

I thought it was lovely that afterwards he asked if we'd be OK the next day. And we were, we were absolutely fine today. We hung out with my other friend who stayed over and went and got lunch with another friend, and it was relaxed and fun. I think with both did it just for fun, and made a great connection, but not to the point where we expect anything to come of it. And that's good. I would definitely sleep with him again, but I don't think we should start doing it too often, because then emotions will most likely start to become involved. And there is no way I am getting myself into a relationship right now, while I am still very much in love with my ex- that would not be fair to anyone, let alone such a lovely friend.

OK, well, that's enough about that. I should go to sleep, we actually talked until sunrise and then woke up around 10, so we only got 3 hours or so of sleep!

I'm seeing him again next Sunday, we're all planning to have some has brownies. I really hope I don't have to work next Monday!!!

Next Saturday I am meeting the interstate couple. I hope we make a connection, I do want to be able to cross off FMF from my life list. =]