Going out tonight!

So I've got time for a quick post before I head out to the 'lesbian social club'!

I've gone for a pretty bold look tonight, a strappy black dress with blue lipstick... Probably not the best outfit for luring in the ladies, I don't think I actually look all that approachable, maybe a little intimidating, but I'm just going to go have fun. I do hope to get some attention, maybe a lip-lock or two, but not going to get my expectations up.

Although deep down I would love to end up in a dark corner with some girls face between my legs... But I'm trying to keep it realistic, here.

The other thing I wanted to say, was that in my last post, I forgot to mention the golden rule of blowjobs! That is, of course- don't neglect the balls! I love gently flicking my tongue over a guy's balls when he least expects it, and then taking them in my mouth and sucking oh so lightly and gently, before going back to fucking his cock with my mouth.

That's about all for tonight, I think... I'm starting to have second thoughts about my blue lipstick, but it will probably come off while we're eating pizza anyway, and this is all about being bold and brave anyway, so I'm just going to rock it!

Blowjobs are awesome.

There's so much stigma associated with giving head, particularly female to male, I find.

I know a girl who is engaged to her boyfriend of 8 years. She is extremely insistent that he goes down on her, however she refuses to return the favour.

I don't understand.

Cocks. Are. Amazing!

I love a big, thick, veiny, hard cock. As soon as I grab a dick that's hard I can't help but want to put it in my mouth. They're amazing! Especially when in a relationship, the intimacy of being able to have someone completely at my mercy is such a huge turn-on. I love being able to make a man squirm and fight to keep themselves from cumming.

And I love being watched. Looking up to see my man watching me while I suck his dick turns me on like nothing else.

I've never been able to swallow, however. I am sad, because this was the only thing that the ex asked me to do that I could never manage- try as I might to keep that cock down my throat, as soon as I felt cum my reflex would kick in and I'd pull away.

I think that the key to giving good head is enjoying it. I really enjoy the control and power of being able to work someone into such a state of complete ecstasy.

Of course receiving head is no less enjoyable.

I love being teased. Take your time with me, licking my inner thighs and outer lips....skim over my clit very lightly. Tease me until I'm thrusting my hips into your face for more. And even then, keep teasing.

And when you finally get into it, suck on my clit, then fuck me with your tongue. And finish me off with your fingers inside me while you firmly flick your tongue over my clit.

I also get turned on by the idea of going down on a girl, though I am yet to do this. I have also never had a girl go down on me. I regularly get myself off whilst thinking about this.

Tomorrow is the night that I am going out to the 'lesbian social club', followed by a local gay nightclub. I don't like to plan on "picking up", but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't hoping to find a girl to have some fun with...

As part of my goal to be more social and meet more people, I have decided to try speed-dating, for a laugh. I don't really expect to get anything significant out of it, but I think it would be a fun event. And three of my friends have agreed to come with me!
That's all for now, if I'm sober enough when I get home tomorrow night I will post with an update of how the night goes. I'm pretty excited.

Up late playing Shoot, Fuck, Marry.

The title's not entirely true.

I'm up late, that's for sure. But all I'm really doing is going through my Facebook contacts and picking out the ones I would fuck.

It's amazing how many people I know, but how few I feel that kind of a connection to. I have just under 500 Facebook friends. Out of all those people- only 9 made the cut!

Nine people! That works out to around 0.5%! That's around 1 in every 200 people within my Facebook population that I would sleep with!

And here's the list:

Person 1: I've already slept with him, around three years ago, very early on in my sex life. He's reasonably religious so he probably hasn't slept with anyone since me. Can't imagine he'd be great in bed. Very attractive, but insanely boring to be around. Terrible conversation, and too easily offended. Also doesn't have a huge dick. I won't lie, size does matter to me. My ex was 8 heavenly inches long. Mmmmmmm.

Person 2: The first girl I found myself attracted to. The insanely kinky dreams I've had about her were the main catalyst for my realisation that I am into girls. Amazing body, incredible boobs. Younger than me, but always flirtatious. Would love to smack that ass.

But I would never act on it, unless I bumped into her and we were both completely inebriated. Unlikely.

Person 3: Already slept with him. Overseas. It was one of those drunken, backpacker nights where we had to find anywhere we could to do the deed. However I'd like to redo this encounter, properly this time, in a bed, sober, where we can take our time. He was good looking and also really fucking kinky- fucked me good and hard in the short time we had.

He was also a really fun person to be around.

This reunion is not going to happen due to the simple fact that we are separated by the equator.

Person 4: Slept with him, too. Well, kinda. It was in for a little bit....then it was too soft to be of any use! I reckon he deserves a chance to redeem himself.

However he's just come out of a long-term relationship as well, and we've both managed to remain friends since we were seeing each other. Fucking would be a mistake.

But this one is a mistake I might just consider making.....

Person 5: Met this one around two years ago, and have just wanted to tear his clothes of and jump him from the word go. However we were both in relationships when we met. And, once again, the fact that we live in different hemispheres isn't really helping my cause.

But if I ever see him again at a time when we're both single, I am going to make him fuck my little brains out.

Person 6: In all honesty I'm not even sure if I would fuck this girl or not. I haven't seen her in almost three years, and I remember being attracted to her then, but it may have just been because I was only just coming to terms with my sexuality and she was hitting on me....

Anyway, she's living overseas as well, so this one's void either way!

Person 7: I would let this girl fuck me from every possible angle. We've kissed before but that's it. I should have made more of an effort in retrospect- she was always telling me about her sex toys and previous sexual experiences. I was too naive at that point to really pick up on anything.... Even though we'd been on a date....

Anyway, not only is she in a relationship now, but she's over in the wrong hemisphere along with the others.

I'M ON THE WRONG SIDE OF THE WORLD!

Person 8: I feel guilty posting this one. Recent ex's good friend. Love him as a friend, and never ever considered him in this way until just now. But he's good looking and has an accent, double win for me. Plus I reckon he'd be able to handle me in bed.

However I would never ever ever ever do that to my ex, and I know that he would never do that to his friend either.

Person 8: Kind of an odd one... He's a mate, and I'm not really attracted to him..... But he wanted me for a long time, and once used his bar-tending powers to get me drunk enough to end up half naked on top of him in my bed after dropping me home one night.... And the odd thing is that the chemistry was actually really great! He was bold and rough- scratched my back and bit my neck, definitely a win with me.

But I'd probably have to be pretty drunk to go there again, because the only reason I feel I could sleep with him is because of the way he hooked up with me that night. Other than that, I feel no attraction.

So.... 500 friends, 9 of which I would sleep with.

Of those nine, four are overseas, two I would have to be pretty wasted to go ahead with, one is just a silly thought that I would never actually want to go ahead with, and the remaining two I would only do in order to try and cheer myself up in the rebound stage, and would probably regret it afterwards!


Wow, I wrote this to pass time and cheer myself up, but I've only managed to depress myself!

So I'll end with a picture that makes me feel good again.

YAY!

A girly wet dream!

Last night I had a sex dream. It was about one of my male exes. One of the ones I'm intending on catching up with, in fact.

He mounted me in my bed, and there was a lot of fiery kissing and hair grabbing and thrusting. I love the feeling of a big, hard cock pushing against my body.

I miss having another body against my own. And I miss kissing. The recent ex and I stopped kissing a long while before we broke up.

It's different dating at 21 than in the early teens. When you're a young virgin, kissing and touching is exciting. Every little step feels big, and you don't need to get naked to feel satisfied.

I haven't been single and 21 before. Now that sex is on the table, I'm excited but I also don't quite know how to deal with this.

I feel the need to be torn apart and fucked like nobody cares. But at the same time, I am afraid that sex might make me realise how much less intimate it's going to be with someone who is not my partner.

Sometimes I cum in my sleep. I wake up mid-orgasm, and I'm not even touching myself. I wish I could do this whilst I were awake. I find it hard to come with someone's tongue between my thighs, and then I go to sleep and cilmax into oblivion!

Maybe I should start having sex in my sleep?

My vibrator is amazing.

Last night, I made myself cum three times whilst watching videos of girls fuck each other.

My new single status came quickly and unexpectedly. It's been a while since I have been single, so I've decided to make the most of this situation.

As a result, I had a good think and came up with a list of things that I have always fantasised about, but haven't been able to whilst with my ex-boyfriend. This blog is going to follow my experimental journey while I try to get the most out of being free to explore my body and relationships with different type of people around me.

My list is short, at this point, but I will add to it as we go along, and I will detail any progress that I make. So here it is:

THE SINGLE LIST:

*Meet more people, be more outgoing and don't turn down opportunities to spend time with people.

*Have sex with a woman.

*Have a threesome, be it MFF, FFF or MFM.

*Become more relaxed about sex- enjoy bringing myself to orgasm, and get into a mindframe where I can allow others to make me cum (my ex is the only person other than myself to bring me to orgasm).

This week is the point where I start to make all this happen.

So far, I have contacted two guys I used to see, and am going to be meeting with them both within the next couple of weeks. I also spoke online to a guy I know who lives overseas and let him know that I have had a crush on him ever since I met him three years ago.

These probably won't lead anywhere, but I'm trying to give myself as many opportunities as possible.

I am also going to a weekly meetup of bi/lesbian girls that happens in my area, followed by going to a lesbian bar, on Thursday night. I'll be going with a good friend who is also bi, so stay posted for Thursday, maybe I'll get a date out of it to write about! ;]

Well that's about it for the introduction to my blog! I hope you enjoy reading about my adventures! Feel free to email me with any questions or requests for blog entries.
kittiechronicles@gmail.com

My relationship only just ended, but the sex stopped a while ago, so I am looking forward to finding a person/people who can grab me by the hair spank my ass while they bite my neck and fuck me from behind.